locked

2009-10-09T00:04:11Z

FRIENDS ONLY.
comment to be added.

hm.

2008-05-11T18:32:08Z

here's a scar and kovu.
why? i don't know?

you can like. steal this or whatever if you want. tell me if you want the separate images.

realization

2008-05-05T04:59:18Z

i think i finally know the limit of sleep.

when you have slept to much, wake up with a horrible aches from sleeping to much and you GO BACK to sleep because of it.

yeah.
i forced myself to stay awake today.

spring

2008-04-19T21:49:49Z

i heard the ice cream truck yesterday for the first time since summer.

i don't know why but i got really excited. i didn't even want ice cream.

some of my pets!

2008-03-29T20:37:19Z

my dad's boss owns a farm and breeds rabbits(among chickens, turkeys, pheasants, etc). he gave us some rabbits.

The yellow one is mine. They're all still very skittish, except the wild-looking one. Its playful and curious, but doesn't like to be held.
The albino one has a bit of a deformed nose.

my dad's boss also owns dinosaurs. they're fucking scary.

Akira is Godly.

Ben is patient, but can only put up with my bullshit for so long.

Akira spying on me while i have to pee. D:

and a bunch of tigers at the circus that went after their trainer lol.

omfg new hoodie. its comfortable.
I NEVER TAKE OFF THAT HAT.

devilchild

2008-03-24T10:20:51Z

hurfdurf. the bills weren't paid so every thing is getting shut off.
see you whenever? have a WIP.
her name is Cecilia and she's the antichrist.

My friends suck

2007-12-20T23:35:32Z

This is Megan. Notice her sewn lips. An idea that has never been done before. Look how DEEP and sorrowful she looks away in solace.

I never planned for all my locked entries to be haet since its rare that I point people out like this, but lol.

Megan is a funny person who seems to be obsessed over herself. I met her this year after Sam introduced me. She's a good artist so I was like, "Cool." She has ticked me off numerous times but now I'm just sick of her antics.

I'm first going to pick on her. Right now she's pissed off at me because after I commented on a picture of her's(me being nice), I seem to have just STABBED HER IN THE HEART after I told her that male and female hands tend to differ.
I got a, "No. No fucking shit."
I personally thought that was rude so I told her to stop being a bitch(as she has pulled this shit before) and she told me, "You commented. Deal." I said something else but I don't remember. Lol.
She DELETES the picture because 'I gave out her gender'(as Sam told me) and reuploads it saying that she couldn't see it on her laptop. Apparently she doesn't know what 'hide' means.

Flashback.
Another thing that I took offensively is when my other friend Romeo came over to our lunch table and started to complain as always. He said something about having two friends and I replied, "I only have two friends too." and pointed to Sam and Megan. As Romeo was about to say something, Megan chimes in all, "whoa whoa. you're an acquaintance."
How can I not take that offensively? I've been seeing her for a couple months, talking to her everyday, being friendly, sharing stories(like telling me how she is a necrophiliac and wants to fuck dead bodies. i'm really not surprised since thats the only sex she'd ever get), showing each other artwork, etc. What the fuck is a friend to her?

Anyway. Now she's pissed at me because of that one picture. She told Sam that 'I shouldn't talk because I'm(meaning herself) more talented' and that she was going to try and get me suspended.
SUSPENDED. OVER CRITIC. I've been expelled from two schools. Suspension is nothing to me. All it means is that if I'm suspended, I just have more absences.
And gender wise? She wants a sex change. Ok, whatever. I know people with gender issues, I don't really care what they want to do. If it makes them happy, go do whatever you want to do and I'll be ok with it. But the fact that she makes it such a big deal on not wanting people, ONLY ON THE INTERNET, knowing that she has a vagina and will go to great lengths to prove that. It temps me to reply to each and everyone of the people that ever commented on her stuff, just to tell them that she's female. And EL OH EL. She wants to be called 'Jack'.
I despise that name with a passion. So over used when it comes to 'dark artists'.

On to her art. She says she has more talent? I think not. Shading wise(pencils)? Yes. Everything else? Lol no.
Her head is so unbelievably up her ass, its disgusting. She brags on how she's friends with popular, amazing artists on DA. She's even a part of "The League of Extraordinary Artists". Which doesn't say much, but she probably brags about that too. She bragged on how she won 'Most Artistic/Talented(forgot which) and most 'Original' or some bullshit like that. But she shouldn't be proud of it anyone since everyone in this high school tend to be wiggers and drug addicts. Megan is the last person I'd think of if the subject of 'originality' ever came up, even when it comes to fashion. But before we go into that. Let me post something she has on her DA.

Jack Daly

"Yes, yes, but like a priest I may alleviate your sins from your person so you may be clean again. Then again I may also molest you and find myself transfered. Consider that my disclaimer."

(o) I am aware I am egotistical and narcissistic beyond any reprieve.
(o) My superiority complex is better then everyone else's.
(o)People say it's lonely at the top- but I say it's comforting looking down at everyone under me.
(o) Popcorn used to come in three sizes. It now comes in small, medium, large, and Jack’s ego.
(o) My ego is aptly named Jabba and his growth and well-being are my number one priorities.
(o) If my ego were food I could feed a third world country three hot meals a day.
For five years.

Back to fashion. She sometimes comes into school with his Beetlejuice ripoff outfit in which she painted the stripes on herself and this red tie. I wish that tie would burst into flames. She came in like that for pictures with this HORRID red makup all around her eyes. Like a goth wannabe or something. I wish I had pictures so I could have posted her in the LJ community BadMakeup.
I also can't forget the fact that she never changes her clothes! Argh. She even tells me that she just layers them on and that no one notices. Uuhh. I'm sure everyone notices that you wear the same black shirt with the giant bleach stains.

Arrrggghhhh. So pathetic. Even has hassled me for weed. She's like desperate to get high because she's a senior and has only had two puffs.
So what? A lot of people have never smoked pot, but again. She makes a big deal about it.

Anywaaay.. Back on art.
Megan tutored Sam for a little while and at least behind her back, Megan comments on Sam all the time. Like how she is 'regressing' because Sam is drawing what SHE wants. Or how in text messaging she uses zeros instead of o's. Megan even said so herself that you have to sell your soul in order for her all mighty wisdom. I'm happy Sam is sick of it too.

Yes, Megan can shade. And thats it. The rest is pretty much just copied. I say it goes beyond 'referenced'.

I wouldn't even call her 'art', art. Without the shading, its disgusting and painful to look at. She cannot do any other media but pencils. Her 'water color' art is just these cheap ass markers with water thrown over it. Its pretty hard to grasp the concept that anyone would buy it, at least if it wasn't done with pencils. Her inks wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for her piss poor anatomy.

Copied? I think so. I wouldn't be surprised if she traced it. You can tell what she has ref'd and what she didn't. Its a HUGE difference. Their faces are usually distorted, broken limbs, over sized shoulders and rib cages that have exploded. She couldn't draw anything for herself if her life depended on it. Congratulations, Megan. You can copy.
Note that I am NOT against ref'ing pictures. Megan just does it to the extreme to the point where it shouldn't even be called her art.

I don't like bashing on people's art. But she just goes to far and people like this need to realize that they aren't Gods.
I have some pretty poor anatomy, but at least I have some fucking ORIGINALITY. I can think up my own ideas, my own stories, and a wide spread of other things that are a lot more fucking interesting than her stuff. Yeah. I ref. But bitch I can at least do things myself.
I'll admit, I don't put as much work as she does into her stuff. But its because I don't WANT to. I have no MOTIVATION. It doesn't mean I can't, I just don't want to. I'm a lazy person and I don't take art seriously. But again, at least I have some fucking originality.

Megan can shade with pencils.
I can shade with pencils(even though i just started recently. but i'm learning by MYSELF), use Photoshop, Paint Shop Pro programs, Open Canvas, MS Paint, markers, water colors, colored pencils, chalk, pastels, sharpies, and probably more. I even usually mix these medias.
And guess what? I came this far by MYSELF. Given some tips from people here, or a tutorial there. While I have been in art classes, they aren't teaching me anything. I am allowed to do my own thing, which is something I perfer to do. Its something I can take pride in that I learned by myself, and didn't need someone to show me the ropes.

I have even tried to resolve this problem before, but she seems incapable of facing me when we are at the lunch table(completely ignored me. she sits right across from me and she didn't even talk to Sam.) I'm still giving her time since the last time she blew me off like this - she got over it. I don't know about this time.

Which is a shame, since I did enjoy being at her house and playing video games with her.

Her gallery of fuckery. Most pictures have captions on them with my input on the pictures, others are screens. Click to view bigger.